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Di​-​Zykrith

by Kelevino

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1.
Lyrics I do not know what life on earth could be There's heaven or hell but don't forget reality All my life I saw the horror only on screen Grew up isolated, never danger to be seen Watch out, prepare This is the first time that I breathe in the air Disgusted, I feel I now see all the things off of my screen in real I've tried all of my life to break free from society All the hateful things that I saw horrified me Fashion, religion, mainstream, the average life of a man with a mortgage working I never truely witnessed these things in real Brainwashed teenagers wasting their lives without a feel Evil men trying to abuse everyone For their own good, own wealth, own fun I was surprised to see this actually exists Close-minded robots, just numbers in the list Their life has no meaning, no value, no choice They don't even know that they don't have a voice
2.
Powerless 05:10
Lyrics How would I feel if you took control My body and soul How would I feel if you told me to End my life right now So now it's all coming down for me You are the evil voice in my head You make me so sad I am way better off dead I'm ugly and fat I'm so powerless How would I feel if I lost control I'm stuck between walls My reality is escaping from me There's no hope no more
3.
Superhero 03:57
Lyrics He knows what I feel inside Maybe I just need to hide Oh, I don't know Feeling lonely, feeling down Maybe I just need to drown Oh, where'll I go? Let me be your superhero Let me protect you from the problems in your head Oh, I love you There's a voice inside my head Maybe I'm better off dead I've got no friends I'm a loser, no one cares Maybe I'll jump down the stairs Oh, no more pain
4.
Doctor 03:31
Lyrics Doctor I think there's a ghost inside of me Well son sit down and let me see what you've got Doctor I'm scared 'cus I'm unable to see Now calm down boy he's just ripping you apart What do you want from me? You're free, can't you see? Just escape from me Doctor I think there's a demon in my head Now tell me do you think that he's on your side? Oh god he tells me that I'm better off dead I'm sorry eventually you'll lose this fight
5.
Lyrics Oh I don't know if there's anyone at all who feels like me Everything that I do seems so crazy We're all exploring our minds figuring life out I don't think you're crazy I just think you should look deep inside and see you're not being twice that true Oh I believe everyone is unhappy Because they don't dare to be just a little bit crazy I don't think you're crazy We all hide ourselves We are too scared to see everyone's a little crazy
6.
Victim 02:42
Lyrics Oh I am gone I am gone like a victim Perhaps I need to be more like me Perhaps I need to feel like I'm free Perhaps I should not know Perhaps I can't feel you Inside I'm torn apart I need you as my guard Perhaps I should have closed my eyes then Perhaps my life was ruined by men Perhaps I'm a bad girl And I deserved that hurl This rape is such a strain It's turning me insane
7.
Lyrics How can I find reason in this? Oh everybody, how they miss Oh how they're looking all so wrong All the boys want pretty girls All the girls oh how they search Seek attention, need approval You want someone to watch you, can't you see? It's me You feel someone's watching you, can't you see? It's me Oh I'm trying really hard, can't you see? I'm really really trying Do not jump, it's gonna work out fine, can't you see? It's all gonna work out just fine Do you think your feelings are real? Or do you just want to fit in? Take off the mask, you don't need them They make you feel so insecure They make you blind, and I am sure that this is you trying to impress them Trying to get the voices out of my head This negativity makes me sad Negate the reflections and be yourself So desperate to belong So she sings him a love song And now they're cursed because this really isn't real
8.
Di-Zykrith 02:48
Lyrics I've tried to escape from here From all this pain and fear This question makes life pure hell And nobody will help How will life be after death? What purpose do I have? So must I just kill myself? To not feel any pain I'm just so afraid of death It's driving me insane How will life be after death? What purpose do I have? Life is meaningless and empty I'm not happy so just kill me
9.
Smile 04:09
Lyrics I can't stand the sound of you crying all night in your bed I want you to know that I'm here for you no matter what And I just need to make you smile again, I can see you're sad Why won't you wake up from your sleep, you're not living in this world You should know that I love you no matter what I love you just the way you are, you're beautiful The bleeding from your eyes it reminds me the world isn't free Even after all wars have been fought, I still can see you're chained There's so much peace but there is none in you, so there's none in me too My only desire is to see you smile, oh love please do
10.
The Mask 03:48
Lyrics Hey you! Forcing yourself to get out of bed Let the day begin Hey you! Put on your smile Hide the real you And let the shame win Hey you! Forcing yourself! Hey You! Breaking your boundry! Hey you! Put on the mask! Hey you! Deny when they ask! I'm trying to run but there's no one to help me at all Hey you! Building the pressure No one needs to know about your depression Hey you! Do you hear that voice? Kill yourself 'cus there's no hope, no joy Hey you! Can't take it anymore! Hey you! Nobody likes me! Hey you! I'll never go anywhere! Hey you! Who do you want me to be? I try to run, over and over again You're trying to impress everyone You're not yourself Your mask won! You're not yourself and you're unhappy! What are you doing with your life? This is not the real you, stop lying! It's gonna be okay, stop crying Why are you trying to impress them? Only those who love you accept you!
11.
Lyrics There's only two limits Death and prison Hate, I feel your desire I feel your pain And now you control me You control the game I know what you want, oh I know what you like, yeah But you can't have it, now You'll never get me You tried to hold me down, every time Oh how I tried to make you mine Hate, now you have the power You own the slave I climb up the ladder but I can't behave No matter what I'll do I'll never get out of you Oh I will never win Oh you will get me
12.
Lyrics You say the two of us makes three I say the two of us makes four We'll be a happy family Oh I want nothing more For us We'll spend our lives in peace And time will be at ease Our love will be a fact We'll be picture perfect You probably thought I was gonna leave you I'll work it out, I'll try to fight The insecurities that have haunted me all my life I know I can, I will not hide I will confront all thease fears all these tears, all these lies I've told myself I've been hurt when I was young But this will not go wrong Not the same mistake, that's a fact We'll be picture perfect

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released September 29, 2017

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'Kelevino' is an experimental music project by Dutch musician 'Gilian Cage', inspired to create new and exciting music.

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