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Metamodernism

by Kelevino

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1.
Three exits from life High or suicide Accept the absurd All these thoughts are just words Death, illness, age, change and actions can't be escaped Entertained enough to forget about all pain Sailing through the storm My dreams I live for Stranded in this trip Reality-wrecked ship
2.
Monsters 03:00
Nothing to lose or think ever Losing control Letting go Pure soul my girl Destroyed in front of eyes can't watch Flashbacks of raves She was spaced Withdrawn detached Monsters under my bed They judge me how I act Demonds have become real Anything to feel not feel Nightmares paralysing daydreams Spiders zombies aliens Ignore deny Hystoria paranoia Stuck in bubbles Self-centered Shattered ruined
3.
My Words 02:37
My words do not mean a thing My actions show who I am within I can buy happy feelings I am just a profile on LinkedIn I've been here homeless on the streets Weeks without a house Nothing to eat I will work not weep She accepts me like no one She understands me more than I want We connect just when we think We end hand in hand in dreams I sing Please acknowledge when I try Please encourage when I cry
4.
I can't be alone I can't be around people I can't live alone I can't live around people I feel the pressure pushing me And I don't think that I'm happy I can't relax or stop thinking About working on everything, oh no I don't want to live I don't want to kill myself I just want to live I just want to kill myself
5.
I began using again Why are my friends losing their hands? Lie beside air There I've been using again I fight for life but die with care My nights I share Why am I too intoxicated to invade your life? I might be late, you hide Hidden with the night Bitten by bite I began using again Shy for my lies, not shy for them Their eyes are ease Cease to keep using again I'm way too deep to achieve that Today I'm dead I don't have a home or a place that I could call my own Traveling alone down a path unknown For love
6.
Time has told me The kite couldn't be found Flying too high Far behind from the light I don't watch as astronauts lose touch with life, I hide In the last tree on earth, you'll find me survive, I dive, 'cus Time has told me Lines in land will be carved Every stone marked Lands now light up in dark As the iron birds fly over, babies burn, we'll earn A piece of this poisoned cake, fuck love, make hate, I don't Because every time that they've tried to bribe me out With a little line for my prison within sight Of the fake friends, my car and my computer, I said no Time has told me Where could all my walls be Took my posters Ripped them off, loud I scream Took the chair, the bed, these seeds out on the street, I meet The plants growing inside me, I won't let them be, no
7.
Fuck hopes and dreams Stuck in this scene Fuck love and life I want to die Bitter and resentful I drop out of time Ruined potential with no way back home Fame and fortune Ideal future My only love They fucked her up
8.
Homework 02:46
Homework piles up Stuck smiles roam neglected stacks Clean the room to move Can't lose immune motions of Frustration, and Depression Confusion, and Aggression Homework piles up Struck by ignored lonely files Exploring slowly Withdrawing by not feeling Homework piles up Pluck lifestyles from juveniles Corrupt and alone Confront the unknown to fight
9.
I am a good good dog dying in the zoo Running the treadmill till my days are through I am a bad bad pig making you suck dick Traps aren't gay 'cus I fuck everything I am a good good sheep consuming like mad Working nine to five till I lose my head I am a bad bad rat rotting in the race Wishing the billboards would display my face I need to buy cars, and good clothes to get girls Love is all about pearls I am a scared pussy giving up freedom Safe to play videogames all day long I am a mean asshole exploiting the weak Pretending to be friends to get money I am a callous dick taking what I want Killing, raping, stealing, I have no heart I am a cocky worm trying to be god Every prince in the west wears a facade Go to school, then work, get a wife and have kids Work both day and night shifts, oh yeah The Capital blues
10.
Ey, ey, ey, ey Fuck the cool kids, fuck them all Ey, ey, ey, ey Fuck the cool kids, fuck them all Say fuck you to suicide Say fuck you to depression Say fuck you to loneliness Say fuck you to frustration Say fuck you to possession Say fuck you to tradition Say fuck you to corruption Say fuck you to addiction
11.
It's so clear It's so clear in my head, I wept 'mommy I'm sad' From her eyes were set on the t.v. she said 'Mommy's busy', I left, I kept asking 'You mad?' 'Am I ugly or fat?', I'm not living, I'm dead I am trying to let all of the pain I have Disappear and accept the fucking life I've had Without mommy or dad, sometimes I feel like that But sometimes I feel bad and right now I feel like everything's fucked up, right now I want the voice in my head to stop It won't stop Who's my true enemy, is it them, is it me? I'm too far gone to see, that I shouldn't believe This voice telling me lies, it's a voice of despise Fighting for my demise and right now I am too tired to stay strong, right now I want to end what I have become, right now I feel like there's just one way out, right now I scream so loud without a sound
12.
Old and Wise 03:20
When I'm old When I'm wise I hope to understand life and guide the cold When I'm old When I'm wise I hope to peacefully die knowing I've told All my truths and made every excuse I won't run from the good and wrong I've done When I'm old When I'm wise I might lose my friends, my wife, my head, my gold When I'm old When I'm wise I might lose those times I cry knowing I've told All my truths and made every excuse I won't run from the good and wrong I've done I don't to leave a legacy Remember me by trying to live free

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released July 1, 2021

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'Kelevino' is an experimental music project by Dutch musician 'Gilian Cage', inspired to create new and exciting music.

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