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Three exits from life
High or suicide
Accept the absurd
All these thoughts are just words
Death, illness, age, change and actions can't be escaped
Entertained enough to forget about all pain
Sailing through the storm
My dreams I live for
Stranded in this trip
Reality-wrecked ship
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2. |
Monsters
03:00
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Nothing to lose or think ever
Losing control
Letting go
Pure soul my girl
Destroyed in front of eyes can't watch
Flashbacks of raves
She was spaced
Withdrawn detached
Monsters under my bed
They judge me how I act
Demonds have become real
Anything to feel not feel
Nightmares paralysing daydreams
Spiders zombies aliens
Ignore deny
Hystoria paranoia
Stuck in bubbles
Self-centered
Shattered ruined
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3. |
My Words
02:37
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My words do not mean a thing
My actions show who I am within
I can buy happy feelings
I am just a profile on LinkedIn
I've been here homeless on the streets
Weeks without a house
Nothing to eat
I will work not weep
She accepts me like no one
She understands me more than I want
We connect just when we think
We end hand in hand in dreams I sing
Please acknowledge when I try
Please encourage when I cry
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4. |
I Can't Be Alone
02:33
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I can't be alone
I can't be around people
I can't live alone
I can't live around people
I feel the pressure pushing me
And I don't think that I'm happy
I can't relax or stop thinking
About working on everything, oh no
I don't want to live
I don't want to kill myself
I just want to live
I just want to kill myself
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5. |
Using Again ft. Inreal
02:49
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I began using again
Why are my friends losing their hands?
Lie beside air
There I've been using again
I fight for life but die with care
My nights I share
Why am I too intoxicated to invade your life?
I might be late, you hide
Hidden with the night
Bitten by bite
I began using again
Shy for my lies, not shy for them
Their eyes are ease
Cease to keep using again
I'm way too deep to achieve that
Today I'm dead
I don't have a home or a place
that I could call my own
Traveling alone down a path unknown
For love
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6. |
Time Has Told Me
03:00
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Time has told me
The kite couldn't be found
Flying too high
Far behind from the light
I don't watch as astronauts lose touch with life, I hide
In the last tree on earth, you'll find me survive, I dive, 'cus
Time has told me
Lines in land will be carved
Every stone marked
Lands now light up in dark
As the iron birds fly over, babies burn, we'll earn
A piece of this poisoned cake, fuck love, make hate, I don't
Because every time that they've tried to bribe me out
With a little line for my prison within sight
Of the fake friends, my car and my computer, I said no
Time has told me
Where could all my walls be
Took my posters
Ripped them off, loud I scream
Took the chair, the bed, these seeds out on the street, I meet
The plants growing inside me, I won't let them be, no
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7. |
Bitter and Resentful
02:58
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Fuck hopes and dreams
Stuck in this scene
Fuck love and life
I want to die
Bitter and resentful I drop out of time
Ruined potential with no way back home
Fame and fortune
Ideal future
My only love
They fucked her up
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8. |
Homework
02:46
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Homework piles up
Stuck smiles roam neglected stacks
Clean the room to move
Can't lose immune motions of
Frustration, and
Depression
Confusion, and
Aggression
Homework piles up
Struck by ignored lonely files
Exploring slowly
Withdrawing by not feeling
Homework piles up
Pluck lifestyles from juveniles
Corrupt and alone
Confront the unknown to fight
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9. |
The Capital Blues
02:12
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I am a good good dog dying in the zoo
Running the treadmill till my days are through
I am a bad bad pig making you suck dick
Traps aren't gay 'cus I fuck everything
I am a good good sheep consuming like mad
Working nine to five till I lose my head
I am a bad bad rat rotting in the race
Wishing the billboards would display my face
I need to buy cars, and good clothes to get girls
Love is all about pearls
I am a scared pussy giving up freedom
Safe to play videogames all day long
I am a mean asshole exploiting the weak
Pretending to be friends to get money
I am a callous dick taking what I want
Killing, raping, stealing, I have no heart
I am a cocky worm trying to be god
Every prince in the west wears a facade
Go to school, then work, get a wife and have kids
Work both day and night shifts, oh yeah
The Capital blues
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10. |
Fuck The Cool Kids
02:44
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Ey, ey, ey, ey
Fuck the cool kids, fuck them all
Ey, ey, ey, ey
Fuck the cool kids, fuck them all
Say fuck you to suicide
Say fuck you to depression
Say fuck you to loneliness
Say fuck you to frustration
Say fuck you to possession
Say fuck you to tradition
Say fuck you to corruption
Say fuck you to addiction
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It's so clear
It's so clear in my head, I wept 'mommy I'm sad'
From her eyes were set on the t.v. she said
'Mommy's busy', I left, I kept asking 'You mad?'
'Am I ugly or fat?', I'm not living, I'm dead
I am trying to let all of the pain I have
Disappear and accept the fucking life I've had
Without mommy or dad, sometimes I feel like that
But sometimes I feel bad and right now
I feel like everything's fucked up, right now
I want the voice in my head to stop
It won't stop
Who's my true enemy, is it them, is it me?
I'm too far gone to see, that I shouldn't believe
This voice telling me lies, it's a voice of despise
Fighting for my demise and right now
I am too tired to stay strong, right now
I want to end what I have become, right now
I feel like there's just one way out, right now
I scream so loud without a sound
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12. |
Old and Wise
03:20
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When I'm old
When I'm wise
I hope to understand life and guide the cold
When I'm old
When I'm wise
I hope to peacefully die knowing I've told
All my truths and made every excuse
I won't run from the good and wrong I've done
When I'm old
When I'm wise
I might lose my friends, my wife, my head, my gold
When I'm old
When I'm wise
I might lose those times I cry knowing I've told
All my truths and made every excuse
I won't run from the good and wrong I've done
I don't to leave a legacy
Remember me by trying to live free
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Kelevino Netherlands
'Kelevino' is an experimental music project by Dutch musician 'Gilian Cage', inspired to create new and exciting music.
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