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1.
Be My Queen 02:49
Be my queen The woman of my dreams Be my girl It's us against the world Because your soul is pure Because your words bring cure Because I'm sure you are my god and church Hold my hand We'll float and never land Kiss my lips We'll drift away like ships
2.
I Don't Care 02:30
Write me down in lines and feel how I should Light me in the dark and kneel like I would Nail me up a car and throw me far like rocks for war Fail me if you see I'll end up lost 'Cus I don't care if you look, if you see me No I don't care if you look, if you see me No I don't care if you look, if you see me I don't care (at all) Write me notes and I'll glue them on my heart Find my boat and be no longer apart Spread me through the sky and fly on grounds where some may crawl Get us into space when planets fall
3.
The most grown up thought I ever had is realizing I am just a kid Growing up in the most broken home I've ever come home to splits me in bits Silent dinner Where's my sister? She's gone Secrets thrown out Let me scream loud Where's home? Alone I won't try to find my bones 'cus sound ain't allowed in my beloved home Mother sleeps above, says shut up every time I try to climb and find some hope Silent supper Where's my mother? She's gone Secrets thrown out Let me scream loud Where's home?
4.
Voices 03:00
I'm hearing voices in my head They care about me Except for one Am I alive, am I dead? I'm likely just sad Daily dreaming about death. What hope do I have? Now I don't ever sleep, I fear falling too deep In the hole that I call hell, I fell into this well I was young, maybe twelve No help from my mom or dad You are ugly, you are fat That's what everyone said You should die, disappear, hurt, hide That's what I've heard all my life Now the fear makes me lie, I don't fight, I don't cry I don't tell anyone at all It's eating from inside, I feel weak, I feel dry Why am I too scared to chat?
5.
Hate is such a strong word for you to carve here in the sand Love is such a weak word for you to come and shake my hand I haven't found the way back home 'Cus everytime I try to find I end up gone I've tried to step over the line I try to fly over the gap between your side and mine Shake their hand and talk to them I have erased our lines in the sand The gap is gone, I've found my home Now come and shake my hand Live for the moment
6.
Are you lost traveller? Could I find the clown in you? Are you lost traveller? Know the clown is in me too I swim up the stream They seem so mean When I dream I’m free So I close my eyes I dismiss life And live to die The fingers point Will the stone grow larger? I must come and join They’ll pull me under if I don’t So should my soul be sold?
7.
Number 49 03:22
There's no number 49 Where to find love that's mine? There's just number 48 Beware she's not my faith Everyone has friends Cannot count my hands Count cuts on my writs Feel my fist I miss my aggression Learned a lesson, run Everyone finds one But I'm still not done living all alone Know my home isn't anywhere Where I live it's not fine, number 49 There's no pink clouds in my sky They all seem to pass by I've seen one to 48 Beware that's not my faith
8.
Tomorrow 04:40
Hey there, how's it going, what do you think of me? My self-esteem is so low, I don't know what to be But I, I know I'm not alone Because you, sometimes feel lonely too Does life have any meaning? Is reality real? These are insecurities with which I have to deal And I, don't want to live no more Because I, am so deep down this hole And we chase tomorrow like it is our last Yeah we chase tomorrow let's make it the best No contact with my mother, I never had a mom Daily I dream about shooting her with a shotgun No one, to talk with about this shit It builds up, it makes me sick to my stomach I want to scream out loud but there's something stopping me The voice in my head that I call insecurity I'm a loser, 'cus I can't find the courage to speak I am worthless, weird, sick, insane, a freak
9.
I Feel Happy 02:01
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I feel happy, I feel happy Smile and sing It is a sin to live without giving Try it a while and you'll see my lifestyle Should be a file inside your brain Obtain knowledge of love and you'll sing Be thankful See the soul only Control ego, us Trust in the role of human love Above our hearts are one Be done with jealousy Hostility and you'll sing
10.
Like and share Yes I swear that is my real hair I don't care about what I wear Please just see Follow me Got to be on everyone's screen Have you seen me achieve my dreams? Notice me Here's a hundred pictures of me in my room Look at my costume, behold my new perfume You may not resume without balloons Praising freedom from speech It's worth the thousand likes a photo each Click connect All my moments become perfect Walls around what's known to protect Bricks can't hate Tag a mate Check your phone to stay in my zone Chained to stones I post all alone Hack my faith
11.
Woman Young with long blonde hair Wears only the best dresses All high-class men stand in rows to Give her the reddest rose they can buy They hope she blows but Beauty just distracts from the soul I only care about your skull My body is temporary While my soul is a detainee Fight temptation Woman Old and grey Men ran away She's lonely, dumb, not hot enough for sex Dressed in the regret of Worrying about succes to impress but
12.
If you know me you would know that I Scroll my timeline to get by If you know me you would know that I Use my device to say hi 4444 friends but still I'm lonely every day A lifetime spend with only one friend Kept in my pocket keeping me a slave If I know you I would know that you Have real eyes, so clear, so blue If I know you I would know that you Are much more beyond this view
13.
Holding hands 'till sunrise Holding hands 'till dawn Dance with me all night long Stay 'till the last song Stare in my eyes and say I'll love you night and day Grab me around my waist And pull me to your face Touch my heart with your soul Let go of self-control Do as your heart tells you And act as you want to
14.
Love it will come, come, come To those who feel they don't belong And they will be, be, be so happy Love it will come, come, come To those who feel lonely among And they will see, see, see the sun Sometimes I feel I'm on my own Swimming against the stream alone My fins will grow so strong, it won't be long Until the stone I drag is gone Love it will come, come, come To those full of hate for so long I hope you see, see, see all beauty Love it will come, come, come When you are out there in the sun Then you will feel, feel, feel you're one

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released December 19, 2019

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'Kelevino' is an experimental music project by Dutch musician 'Gilian Cage', inspired to create new and exciting music.

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